The Surgeon

On the way to the appointment with the surgeon, Gene asks me if I have decided on what treatment plan I would prefer.  He explains that if I am uncertain or uncomfortable at any point, we can walk out of there without setting a surgery date.  I go over my thoughts...

Team Kathy

I’m forming a team for people who want to walk beside me and laugh along the way.  I’m calling it Team Kathy.  Since I’m the self-appointed captain, I want to make sure I have the right people on my team.  I want: People with positive attitudes....

The Oncologist

There is something surreal about driving up to the Cancer Center.  I don’t feel sick.  Could this all be a big mistake?  Why don’t they have an address on the building?  It looks rather nice.  I admire the lobby and artwork as we enter.  They have free...

The Pathology Report

Waiting is awful.  It is like being suspended in a place where your feet don’t touch the ground and you can’t quite reach the ceiling.  You can still move your arms and legs, but you don’t get anywhere.  I had my biopsies on a Friday so you can just...

The Witching Hour

I’m not sleeping well.  Somewhere between 2 a.m. and 4 a.m. I wake up and can’t get back to sleep.  My brain starts spinning and a million thoughts go through my head.  What can I control?  What can’t I control?  What can I do to get organized (this...